Reasons to quit:
- Smells bad
- Costs a fortune
- Health
Seems like a small list, but it is an important set. Why is it so difficult to not smoke. I go through so many thoughts in my head when I'm not smoking that make me wonder how I ever managed without them. I can't seem to function in the morning and I wander aimlessly around the house not knowing where I should be. I used to think coffee was the reason I functioned well in the morning, but as it turns out, it was my cigarettes. *shakes head*
I, at one point, caved in and bought a pack and am now paying the price. I struggle with needing that break from things. I struggle with using my phone. I struggle with not having one after a big meal.
Yesterday I spent four hours cleaning my sons room and re-arranging furniture. Afterwards, I spent the next two hours craving a smoke real bad. I have even started scraping wallpaper off of the walls and it is not helping.
At least I' not grumpy LOL...... End of rant.
